I have wanted to write a story about my life for quite some time. When i say quite some time, i mean like when i was younger and was finally adopted, i was like "ima write a story about this". That turned into a diary entry, in a diary that never got filled, never moved any further. At the end of the day it gets to be a lot harder to know where to start when it comes to a story that's about your life. I feel like I've been through so many things within my life I should start somewhere.
As time goes on I realized i have many stories to share with the world, if i die, who gonna hear it? thats a lot of the reasons that I am the way that I currently am, (cause i'm a fool) and why I react to things the way that I do. Many childhood traumas, triumphs and courses, that I never actually allowed myself to overcome. When I say overcome, more so mean allowed myself time to heal. Time to understand or even actually discuss some of the things that I've went through, that have led me here. Questions that were never answered as to why I react and do the things that I do.
We don't take Into consideration that, as a people, you need time to heal. Before you can heal, You have to understand what you went through to be able to heal and you have to take the time to learn that understanding. We (hue-mans) just go through. We cope. we dont heal! it's like finding out u have cancer, many times we don't see to the bottom of what caused the cancer and nip that habit in the butt. Instead we seek out chemo therapy and radiation to cope with the pain. (i use a lot of metaphors in this book so brace Yourself)
In this time of me sharing scenarios of my life with you I'm hoping that I'll be sharing to give you the option to heal, I'm hoping that I'm sharing the option of hope! I'm hoping to inspire, as well as share my bouts of courage when I had to do "sometimes the unthinkable "to get out of situations I thought to be unthought able to overcome by someone as young as me. Are they all tales of horror? no they're not. are they always rainbows and sunshine? no they're not. but through it all I was able to find peace whether it came to me, or came from though me! I am Delia King and this is my story.
